ฟังเพลงWhat Started the Vortex (Explicit)

So you cowered like a coward wanting shortcuts to end it

Dwelling the hell hole, too afraid to feel whole, lodging the gun of what ifs

(What if I regret it midway, if they even deign to bear the pain)

So you told the whole world stoicism, knowing you’re trudging of grudges from coeval pain

In refrain, youth is grant-wishing factory

You ran missing, drained

Fleeing the suffering, shattering in knee-deep indeed

So what if your nineteen years of living were only to breathe, biting your teeth

Rebuffing past faux-pas, hereby you compile

And you comply the pile to con play

After the revolution it’s junta, after you shun is the push

I thought of jumping off seven stories building like the predecessor never before

I

Wished

I wished I was raised encouraged to have the courage

I never stayed alive for myself

I carried this for years

I’ll carry this for years

I feel like I’m winning

But am I waging the wrong war here