ฟังเพลงCLOSE MY EYES (Explicit)

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and

Hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and

Hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

Yet yet yet yet

I wanna die

I wanna leave

I wanna disappear

From everything

I wanna hide

I wanna see

What life would be

Like if it wasn't for me

******* it up

Making it worse

Hurting myself

Throwing on dirt

Making **** hurt

More than it should

Running from love

Running from family

Running from people

That don't understand me

Running from everything

That life hands me

Even my own mother

Couldn't stand me

I couldn't stand me

Disappointed myself

**** is annoying

I know I need help

Help from destroying myself

If you know how I felt

Then I'm sorry you do

Sorry that no one was

Holding you through all

The war you went through

I close my eyes and

Hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and hide

From the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

Yet yet

Yeah yet

Feeling the stress

I need some rest

I need to get some

Things off of my chest

My head's a mess

Feel like I'm

Stuck in distress

Feel like I'm

******* depressed

Sit in the dark

Sit with my thoughts

Asking myself

**** am I lost

Giving myself

But don't know what cost

Living this up

Wish I could pause

It got me stuck up

Not giving a ****

Feel like I wanna give up

It's 3 AM

And I'm opening up

All of the chapters

I should've kept shut

And you know the moments

It's hard to be honest

You feel like you're drowning

In all of your problems

You feel like you're down

And your heart is just pounding

Trying to get out of it

Close on your eyes and then

I close my eyes and

Hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

'Bout time that I

I close my eyes and

Hide from the darkness

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Have I learned that yet

Yet yet yet

Yet yet yet yet