ฟังเพลงUnderstand (Clean)

Understand (Clean) - BoyWithUke

Lyrics by：BoyWithUke

Composed by：BoyWithUke

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And you knew I fell for you but you

Just broke my heart in two

I was sad mad and broken on my bed

Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med

When I was met with a prescription

Of a bullet made of lead

And when I woke up in an hour

In a pool of my own sweat

I said I swear to God

I'll never even try to sleep again

So instead I took my pen

And started writing evidence

And when I started making sense

I found that I had reached the end

Oh I'm upset I have no friends

You wanna bet you're just pretend

You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

You're not s**t

I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways I swear I did

I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived

They were my neighbors razor blades

And different flavored pills I hid

Therefore I'm at surely my last straw

I'm so gassed stuck in the past

I said that

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And so far I never held you with my arms

So it's hard to be the one you aren't

With instead filled with anxiety

Always was a part of me guess

I'm not cut out to be

Somebody 'cause it's not me

I'm not used to all the talk it was an introvert

That had converted feelings into writing

Used to cope with all my problems

Using notes and lots of rhyming

Used to hope for better days

Whenever nights would have me crying

I'm not lying when I say that

I would rather die than go back

To the times I would try be the guy the people know

I was fighting with the demons hiding

Far beyond my eyelids

On an island full of violence in my head

That I could pilot

Oh the sun don't shine the skies turn gray

I feel it coursing through my veins

I said before I'm not okay

But you don't listen anyway

You know I tried you turned away

Straight out lied right to my face

You f**ked my life ruined my day

But you don't know so I'll say

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

Nobody cares you lied it's no fair you still deny it

So I'll say

Nothing can fill this silence no one can love like I did

And you don't know so I'll say

Nobody cares you lied it's no fair you still deny it

So I'll say

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And too bad I know I can't wake up

Because I lost my weight and you don't give a f**k

About me this could be a dream I can't see

The things that you see so please oh

Girl I hope you understand

I wanted to hold your hand

But I can't wanted to be your man back then

And you know I'll play along you

In my home I wrote you songs

And now you're dead to me effectively

Removed yourself outside my dream