Regret (feat. Ceschi)

Regret (后悔) - The Lulls in Traffic/Ceschi

Check

Awkward and sensual a drunk intellectual

I eat your shadow for breakfast

Now it won't let me go

Social obligations remember me

When I helped you lay the bricks

Mason tending sheep

I'm just another blurry face

In the background of someone's home video

And as far as pity goes

I call this city home in vain

Every promise I broke along the way

Ashamed and living long

Closed narcissistic textbook for all the right reasons

But still left shook

'Cause there's nothing left in this town

Spit at my reflection

'Cause I let you all down

Maybe I searched for something

I could never find

Now I think every moment

How I've wasted all my time

And I'm screaming out

Don't let me down

Yeah well don't let me down

I've got a sour grape syndrome

That deserves its own attendant

With a smiley face and a silver pendant

I penned it

But I forgot logic in the backseat of the taxi

Now I'm stranded on earth

Fighting the waves of the black sea

I had a craving to crave

I live in my own light

But in this labyrinth maze

A wrong shared is half right

Now I'm baked out of colors and pasted notes

And I awake to the mother of my wasted hope

Hope my brain can cope with another painful stroke

Of a brush with paint that flows deep with

The veins that I'm dosed

Fumbling over the memories maybe

So close they linger

Lost in the calm of the winter

Marked by tasteless jokes

Was a patient bloke but my patience broke

Now I'm draped in the foam of salty seas

With waves that choke

This damn disease I know

It makes me dream of better histories glittering

With gleaming gold

I wish I could take it all back

Every mistake every thought that I ever had

Erased and gone in the morning fog in a flash

But it's never easy as that

When dreams are defeated

And dragged to the ground

I'll scream to clouds now

Nothing lasts

Maybe I searched for something

I could never find

Now I think every moment

How I've wasted all my time

And I'm screaming out

Don't let me down

Yeah well don't let me down

Maybe I searched for something

I could never find

Now I think every moment

How I've wasted all my time

And now there's nothing here

So I left it all behind

And I'm screaming out

Don't let me down

Maybe I searched for something I could never find

Now I think every moment

How I've wasted all my time

And I'm screaming out

Don't let me down

Yeah well don't let me down