Any Better (Explicit)

I took two shots in a minute

Not myself now Im spinnin all around

Scarf hung up but I need it

Does anybody know what I should wear

Its cold in the night and its dark and it snows all the damn time

Thats the best part of the winter

Wish I was less bitter

Its 5 AM and Im older

I turned 30 its just a passage of the time

Spring will turn into summer

And I will see the glimmer in my eyes

If fame doesnt work maybe love is the key to my castle

And my kingdom glitters

I feel out of my mind

My crown slips away

Jokers dance and Im not invited

I take back what I said

Im not fine and it wont get any better

And it won't get any better

Long long road to the summit

Still its worth every second of the storm

I get lost to be honest

Is anybody feelin me out there

I cheer and I cry and I laugh while I scream into nothing

I feel out of my mind

My crown slips away

Jokers dance and Im not invited

I take back what I said

Im not fine and it wont get any better

No it won't get any better

No it won't get any better

No it won't get any better

No it won't get any better