big face (feat. Mike Kinsella of American Football)

Yeah…

I been goin’ back and forth

Yeah…

I’ve been goin’ back and forth, state to state

I’ve been stressing as of late, lot on my plate

Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate

But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)

Talking to myself is talking to a wall

Tryna catch myself from the skyfall

I don’t need nobody around me at all

Need a big face watch for when I feel small

I been walking around

With my head down

‘Cause home’s so far away

Feel like I’m up in the clouds

And I can’t make a sound

My thoughts lead me astray

Oh I don’t feel so good today

These burdens on my mind, they weigh

I’m fighting battles I might lose

My own self worth I need to prove

I’ve been goin’ back and forth, state to state

I’ve been stressing as of late, lot on my plate

Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate

But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)

Talking to myself is talking to a wall

Tryna catch myself from the skyfall

I don’t need nobody around me at all

Need a big face watch for when I feel small

Can you really call it success with no damage?

She just wanna keep us together, she can’t manage

My love is in remission but all of this money’s cancer

Said that she was taking her time but took advantage

We been going back and forth, face to face

Tripping, I hallucinate, dissociate

Thought you would be right here to stay

I guess it’s set in stone that our hearts would break (oh)

I’ve been goin’ back and forth, state to state

I’ve been stressing as of late, lot on my plate

Every day I wanna leave, I contemplate

But then I realize that I am here to stay (yeah)

Talking to myself is talking to a wall

Tryna catch myself from the skyfall

I don’t need nobody around me at all

Need a big face watch for when I feel small