On Becoming Willing

I'm not asleep

But I need to wake up

It's never enough

I add depth to my cup

This is no joke

Don't wanna fight

Maybe I'll end it all on this night

Father

Can you feel me

I'm on my knees

I'm reaching up

And I need you now

'Cause the light in my eyes burned out

Maybe there's still time to find a way out

I just need something

I need it right now

Feeling so weak

I'm in pain

Tell me there has to be a better way

Father

Can you hear me

I'm on my knees

I'm reaching up

And I need you now

'Cause the light in my eyes burned out

Father

Can you hear me

I think I might be freaking out

And I need you now

'Cause the light in my eyes burned out

Father

Can you feel me

I'm on my knees

I'm reaching up

And I need you now

'Cause the light in my eyes burned out

Father

Can you hear me

I think I might be freaking out

And I need you now

'Cause the light in my eyes burned out