Broken Record

Broken Record - Tessa Violet

You met me in my dreams last night

Same dark eyes familiar sight

Broken words I've dreamt a hundred times

But you were strange and staggered too

Like what you said I'd scripted through

I guess this means I'm getting over you

Why do I still dream of you

Why do you still come

Is it to remind me of the evil things I've done

Why am I still followed by your ghost memory

And why do I still hope you think of me

Every night inside my bed

You creep into my head

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record

Every night inside my dream

I replay the same old thing

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record

The strangest part I'd have to say

Is I don't want him anyway

Maybe I just want what I can't have

Maybe it's the tragedy

Or maybe it's the girl in me

Who just wants to be wanted by a man

Or maybe I just think of him when I am on my own

'Cause maybe make believe is not as lonely as alone

Silence brings the truth but it breaks the fantasy

The only one I'm talking to is me

Every night inside my bed

You creep into my head

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record

Every night inside my dream

I replay the same old thing

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record

To broken past and breathing dirt

To cling to not escaping hurt

Is it a choice repeating struggles

Maybe trapped or mostly troubled

Every night inside my bed

You creep into my head

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record

Every night inside my dream

I replay the same old thing

I am just a b-b-b-broken

Broken record