I'm a Mess

I'm sorry for the times that I didn't let you know

I was by myself I was living on the road

I was broke in half but the feelings didn't show

How were you supposed to know

That I was doing so bad

My minds a mess right now

Need to relax

I cannot show you how

Show you how it's done

I am on the grind I don't do this ****for fun

My life is on the line I am always on the run

Always on time yeah I always get it done

Tell me what you need and I got it

Seven days straight I'm driving

Need to find a way I'm trapped yeah

To be a better man I don't hide it

I was doing so bad

My mind's a mess right ow

Need to relax

I cannot show you how

I was looking for somebody who can fix me

Looking for some peace in all the misery

My problems stuck cause daddy's love was missing

And I took it out on you when I was distant

I know that I did you wrong

It's not my fault this is all I know

I can't undo time but I swear I'll get it right

You're the one who's supposed to be my wife

Sorry for the times that I didn't let you know

I was by myself i was living on a roof

I was broke in half but the feelings didnt show

How were you supposed to know

That i was doing so bad

My mind's a mess right now

Need to relax

I cannot show you how

I was looking for a piece of mind

There is beauty in the pain that's what I realised

But sometimes it is too much to say that in an easy life

Sometimes I just need your touch it makes me feel alive

I just need somebody who understands

I cannot go to sleep until I see you on the 'dance' yeah

You don't have to know all my plans yeah

This is all I am

Sorry for all the times that I didn't let you know

I was by myself I was living on the road

I was broke in half but the feelings didnt show

How were you supposed to know

That i was doing so bad

My mind's a mess right now

Need to relax

I cannot show you how