Jealousy

Jealousy - Darren Criss

I hate where I'm at

Acting crazy like that

I know that I've been wrong

It's something I've been working on

And I don't know what to do

It's changing me it's killing you

I'd tear out my insides if I could

But I don't know if it'd do me good

I'm sorry friends I'm sorry lovers

To put us all in this mess

I know we still got each other

But I'm in distress

Cause every time that I feel like I've figured it out

I can't seem to figure it in

It's got nothing to do with me

It's not even you you see

It's part of my chemistry

It's this jealousy

In absolutely no position

To be so needlessly unkind

When I'm the one writing this fiction

Make it real in my mind

It drives me crazy in the morning

Who is this monster in the mirror

I try to get the steam to fog it out

But I just can't get it clear

Oh and I can't stand what I'm feeling

It's just like poison in my veins

I know that I'm speaking

But I don't know what I'm saying

Cause every time that I feel like the world just got lighter

It seems like my muscles give out

It's got nothing to do with me

It's not even you you see

It's part of my chemistry

It' this jealousy

And I'm hearing your voice

That you know it's your choice

Maybe so

And I know it's no use

But it's the only excuse

That I know no no

Let me go

Let me go

Oh let me go

Oh let me go

Now let's be real I feel just like a child

Someone could be taking all my toys

So call me dumb call me wild

See that's the thing with little boys

Oh now I can't get it out in the shower

Or drink it off at the bar

This sugar's gone sour

And it's gone way too far

Cause every time that I feel like I'm riding so high

Feel on top of the world

The b*tch just keeps telling me no

It's got nothing to do with me

It's not even you you see

It's part of my chemistry

This demon is killing me

And oh Christ it's filling me

It's this jealousy

Oh and I just can't believe

In this jealousy

This jealousy for you

Oh this jealousy

This jealousy for you