My Friends

I wanna play God for a little

For a little

Control my own thoughts for a little

I

I wanna feel alive for a little

For a little

And I wanna die for a little

I

I wanna feel safe for a little

For a little

And own my own brain for a little

I

And maybe I'd smile for a little

For a little

I feel that s**t when I was little

'Cause all of my demons are my friends

Are my friends

And I know they'll be there till the end

Till the end

Best friends forever

I'll write them letters

Lend them my sweaters

We'll die together

Yeah

All of my demons are my friends

Are my friends

I hope I feel free when I'm older

When I'm older

And find a little peace when I'm older

I

I hope I'll still sing when I'm older

When I'm older

And hear the bells ring when I'm older

I

I hope I'll find time to be sober

To be sober

And drink a lot less when I'm older

I think I got a lot on my shoulders

On my shoulders

I hope I find some heat when I get colder

'Cause all of my demons are my friends

Are my friends

And I know they'll be there till the end

Till the end

Best friends forever

I'll write them letters

Lend them my sweaters

We'll die together

Yeah

All of my demons are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

Are my friends

'Cause all of my demons are my friends

Are my friends

And I know they'll be there till the end

Till the end

Best friends forever

I'll write them letters

Lend them my sweaters

We'll die together

Yeah

All of my demons are my friends

Are my friends