Micheal

Micheal - Sadistik

Teeth marks on the skin

The greatest trick the devil

Ever played was to take away my friend

I got your face engraved into my flesh

So I can try to make amends

With that day I won't forget

In Minnesota I flew in

So that we could both record

Me and Kristoff Krane

Were supposed to go on tour

Nobody answered

We were knocking on your door

And when they carried out your body

I was staring at your shoes on the floor

Still the answers never come

Your funeral was beautiful

It captured what you loved

I sat there in a stupor

Fractured by the hugs

That I gave your family members

Growing sadder by the months

But I won't dwell inside the ends

And that's not what you would want

You would tell me find connections

To the world and to tell it my confessions

The hell that I invest in

Is a part of something bigger

Words that you would write

They would carve into the center

Right on target

'Til they start to fill

My heart up with the letters

Shadows have shadows

And it's darker than remembered

When this story has an ending

To the part I had together with my friend

Absence makes the heart grow fonder

Of the time before the absence

And the nights spent trying to imagine

When you played

I was blinded by the magic you displayed

I tried to reenact it in a way

I need the dark today to see the stars decay

Cause if I can fall asleep

Then I can dream we are awake

Another shot of Jameson and PBR to chase

Another conversation in a seedy bar to play right

Man this side of me's the worst

When I'm terrified

That all I'll leave's a dynasty of dirt

But you believed in me

And I believed your words

So in turn

I believed in things

When I would need the courage

To move on

On and on and on and on it goes

When I'm nodding off

An awful lot to songs that you had wrote

I want to honor all the art

And progress that you showed

I miss my confidant

And honest talks allotted on the phone

With you Mike

I wish that I could hug you again

It's getting harder to pretend

And I can't undo what's been

Thanks for being someone I could come to

A friend

I hope I make you proud

I love you

The end

Isn't a person just a collection of their mistakes

And also their kind of

Undoing of their mistakes

I mean what else are you

You know you're always

You're always just the reaction

To the bad parts of yourself

I think

And I think that's what is kind of like

A driving motivation behind

Any human being that's who

Wants to continue to grow and live life

Cause they're looking at their flaws

And trying to go beyond it

And I think that a person

You know essentially dies

When they think that they found themselves

Ya know

Unless you want to admit that you

Yourself are not an individual

And are just part of a whole

Movement of ideas

And thought

And culture

And humanity and

Furthermore the universe

And everything

Unless you really feel like that

And you're walking through walls

You know

You are always trying to find yourself

And it's usually a person who believes

That they've found the answer

Found the end

That there actually is a psychological end

And then what's the point of

You know doing anything after that