fucked up all the time (Explicit)

fucked up all the time (Explicit) - Cian Ducrot

Lyrics by：Cian Ducrot/Caitlin Canning/Tessa Mouzourakis

Composed by：Cian Ducrot/Caitlin Canning/Tessa Mouzourakis

I'm so sick of feeling so f**ked up all the time

Feel like I'm living someone else's life

I'm in the car on my way home

So I cry when no one knows

Ever since I was little I dreamt of a good life

I'd find a good wife settle by the seaside

I'm losing hope

But no one knows

Feel like every day I'm losing friends

That we're meant to be

Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me

Why is it so f**king hard to grow up

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

And it's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

Never learn

Maybe you're the reason I'm f**ked up all the time

And I don't need to fight

Or spend all my time with you

Why do I look for your approval to think that

I'm right when I know that you're wrong

And you don't need to stay for a while

But I know you won't hold me tight

D**n I wish you would hold me tight

Feels like every day I'm losing friends

That we're meant to be

Sharing laughs with the no ones sat next to me

Why is it so f**king hard to grow up

And do what's expected of me

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

And it's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

Put you stay

Put you stay

Would you stay

Would you stay

And I know that it's hard for you

When it looks like I'm falling apart

But would you stay

Would you stay

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

And it's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

And it's always easy from a distance

Like to think that I can make it

But the closer I get closer I get hurt

And it's always easy

When you fake it

Convince yourself that you can make it

But through all the growing pains I'll never learn

Never learn