James (Explicit) Lyrics
I went on a
self destructive rampage last night.
now I’m paying for it,
But can’t afford the price.
don’t know how I’ve got here.
Been happy all year.
hadn’t taken any **s
before this.
So I took loads of Charlie and drank till everything was blurry
In an Irish pub in stokey.
lost my burning desire to live
In a couple lines of ketamine.
Shut my brain up for a sec,
And washed it all down with some sex.
Took a cold shower
At anti social hours,
And crawlled back to my bed.
And then I woke up to you,
And your eyes glazed over like mine,
Except you haven’t had three bottles of wine.
I’m coughing from smoking,
Your groaning from a headache.
I’m wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day.
And then I woke up to you,
And your nose bleed dripping like mine.
Except you haven’t had too many white lines.
I’m coughing from smoking,
Your groaning from a headache.
Your wishing for a ** that can take the pain away.
I hope the **s make you feel better.
Whilst your Tryna stay alive,
Im using mine to feel deader.
I’ve been cornered,
By all the thoughts
I’ve tried to suppress.
Feel like a coward,
Colouring the darkness in my mind
With narcotics.
Don’t know how I got here.
This was meana be my year.
Tonight I’ll wear the mask
play the clown.
Anything to forget.
So I spent my weekly budget
On tequila,
Shots for the squad,
Like I’m the geezer,
lost my burning desire to live
In a couple Es a nasty trip.
Shut my brain up for a sec,
And washed it all down with some sex,
Sat on the roof,
With a rollie,
crawlled back to my bed.
And then I woke up to you
And your eyes glazed over like mine,
Except you haven’t had three bottles of wine.
I’m coughing from smoking,
Your groaning from a headache.
I’m wishing I could crawl into your skin for a day.
And then I woke up to you,
And your nose bleed dripping like mine.
Except you haven’t had too many white lines.
I’m coughing from smoking,
Your groaning from a headache.
Your wishing for a ** that can take the pain away.
I hope the **s make you feel better.
Whilst your Tryna stay alive,
Im using mine to feel deader.