God's Will (Explicit)

（窦靖童：做自己想要做的音乐

我不想去纠结

就是

永远可以更好

这些事情是我没有办法改变的）

For days

Can’t remember you

Shame

You were the only one

Did you realize I can’t go anywhere

No time

If only when we are younger when we are bolder would we still be fine

Two years ago I made my decision to return and assure myself

Off of my legitimate career path I persuade myself

Should I not try the unthinkable, dare I take the pain of the regrettable

And I thought I got it dude

They all wanted it, they all wanted it

They all wanted what I got and they smirk when I fall

Called it cancel culture when it’s really just the culture

Two years later I made my decision to fly solo alone by myself

I fly solo off of my mercenary big-big label they cheugy as fuck man

I confirm myself

What is the right way, which is the wrong lane

I stay true in my music

Don’t tell no fucking lies in the music

My days will come it’ll be the sign of our time, our time when our days come

Bitching this shit alone

Seen you in a coma

Wish I was in a coma too

But living drives my wonder

Can’t remember anger

For the day when we go on for freedom

Resistance

For brothers and sisters

Go on go on

It’s god’s will

Set yourself free

Wishing you godspeed

Ay Check

So long, it’s been a tough ride

Ay

And we were never not by your side

Till our pain became too much to glory

The lies for the lifes you deprived from the truth belied

Oneday to Someday I gotta pack away my own pride

I loved you I left you I care for you I pray for you

Oneday I’ll be the changer

But now mama I’ll be quiet

To stay away from the danger

All these all these

All these anxieties and all these anger

All of em bullshit fallacies that no one reconsidered

All these suicides straight murderer can’t you remember

The kids, elderly, men and women dying under their own shelter

I can't say anything I can't do anything I'm hiding like a coward

Wet dream being a saviour

Heroic behaviour but I'm neither

Only my music is speaking louder than me

Do you hear it though

Do you hear it

I'm doing my part

Ladies and gentlemen

We got him

Two years ago I made my decision to return and assure myself

Off of my legitimate career path I persuade myself

Should I not try the unthinkable, dare I take the pain of the regrettable

And I thought I got it dude, they all wanted it, they all wanted it

They all wanted what I got and they smirk when I fall

Called it cancel culture when it’s really just the culture

Two years later I made my decision to fly solo alone by myself

I fly solo off of my mercenary big-big label they cheugy as fuck man

I confirm myself

What is the right way, which is the wrong lane

I stay true in my music

Don’t tell no fucking lies in the music

My days will come it’ll be the sign of godspeed

Wishing you godspeed

Drums by 徐之曈Zhitong Xu

Bass by 徐润泽Runze Xu

Guitar by 王浩琦JEI

Arranged by 王浩琦JEI

采样：窦靖童

Mixing/Master by 杨尚衡@Cashmere Studios

Produced by 王浩琦JEI

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