I Hate U, I Love U

Feeling used

But I'm still missing you

And I can't see the end of this

Just wanna feel your kiss

Against my lips

And now all this time

Is passing by

But I still can't seem to tell you why

It hurts me every time I see you

Realize how much I need you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to

But I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate you I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her

I miss you when I can't sleep

Or right after coffee

Or right when I can't eat

I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweaters

From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you

F**ked around and got attached to you

Friends can break your heart too

And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you

You wouldn't like that sh*t

I put this reel out

But you wouldn't bite that sh*t

I type a text but then

I never mind that sh*t

I got these feelings

But you never mind that sh*t

Oh oh

Keep it on the low

You're still in love with me

But your friends don't know

If you wanted me

You would just say so

And if I were you

I would never let me go

I don't mean no harm

I just miss you on my arm

Wedding bells were just alarms

Caution tape around my heart

You ever wonder what we could have been

You said you wouldn't and you f**king did

Lie to me lie with me

Get your f**king fix

Now all my drinks

And all my feelings are all f**king mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing

Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges

Just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts

And I should stop reminiscing

But I learned from my dad

That it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone

I guess this is moving on

Everyone I do right does me wrong

So every lonely night I sing this song

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to

But I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her

All alone I watched you watched her

Like she's the only girl you've ever seen

You don't care you never did

You don't give a d**n about me

Yeah all alone I watched you watched her

She is the only thing you ever see

How is it you never notice

That you are slowly killing me

I hate you I love you

I hate that I love you

Don't want to

But I can't put nobody else above you

I hate you I love you

I hate that I want you

You want her you need her

And I'll never be her