Bedroom Ghost

You slipped suicide notes beneath my pillow as I slept

And in the morning the sun didnt come up and the sun never came up again

Everything here reminds me of you and its getting harder to sleep

The sheets on my bed still smell like your skin

And it makes me sick you make me sick but why did you have to leave

I told you never die I told you never leave I didnt want you to haunt me baby

You slept in the backyard under the tree I didnt want you to haunt me baby

I dont want you anymore I dont want you anymore

While your mother arranged flowers in the vase downstairs I undressed in your room

The night was quiet but the sirens blared in the evening gloom

I find traces of your footprints on the floor I laugh at things I never would before

Who are you to make me new Who are you to leave

Lets drink to our eternal life and all the things that brought us closer to the sky

Our endless passion our endless strife when you pushed me to the edge but never let me fly

The curtains open to the streetlight glow I didnt want you to haunt me baby

I wish I could sleep out in the snow I didnt want you to haunt me baby

I dont want you anymore I dont want you anymore

I dont miss you anymore I dont need you anymore