aftermath (Explicit)

I moved away and changed my number when I did it

I'd hoped that cutting you off would make me feel different

I know I'm weaker than I probably seem

I can't lie I blame you for everything

All pins and needles when I meet somebody new and I

Get all choked up whenever they ask about you and I

Feel so pathetic and I wanna scream

I can't lie I blame you for everything

I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up

Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one who told me that you were in love

You really fucked me up

Close my eyes and think of anything but us

Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

Try to forget how you could never meet me in the middle

How all the pain that you inflicted made me feel so little

A little tired of remembering I can't lie I blame you for everything

You'd change so quick you'd start a fight then you'd be saying sorry

Made me look like a fucking idiot at every party

It made me sick it's so embarrassing

I can't lie I blame you for everything

And I think you know exactly what I mean

You really fucked me up

Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one who told me that you were in love, oh

You really fucked me up

Close my eyes and think of anything but us

Made me feel like I'm the one who's not enough

But you're the one who told me that you were in love

Oh, oh, oh

You really fucked me up

Screaming at my mirror like I'm fucking drunk

Question who I am and what I could've done

But you're the one who said that you were in love, mm