mourning

mourning - Maggie Lindemann

Lyrics by：Maggie Lindemann/Nicholas Stephen Bergere/Julia Capello

Composed by：Maggie Lindemann/Nicholas Stephen Bergere/Julia Capello

How bad does it look if I ask you again?

I know you're getting tired of the same questioning

I wanna make you happy I don't wanna start a fight

Could you say that you love me please just one more time?

Ooh I tried to be cool

Why are you so cruel?

I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Ooh I'm grabbing at straws

I feel you drift off

I'm mourning someone in the next room

My friends are being way too nice

I think that they know something's wrong

My body's in a fight or flight

I'm staying where I don't belong

Rereading conversations reciting lines

Is it really that hard to treat me right?

I feel you when you hold me but not too tight

The kinda space that keeps you up at night

Checking on my phone under the table hold my breath

When I see your name it always feels like it might be my last

Ooh I tried to be cool

Why are you so cruel?

I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Ooh I'm grabbing at straws

I feel you drift off

I'm mourning someone in the next room

I fought myself to make it us

Bury the truth that left me crushed

I know the secrets that you keep

It makes it hard to sleep

Believe the lies you tell instead

I fought my heart against my head

I know the company you keep

Guilt makes it hard to sleep

Ooh I tried to be cool

Why are you so cruel?

I'm mourning someone who is not gone

Ooh I'm grabbing at straws

I feel you drift off

I'm mourning someone in the next room

My friends are being way too nice

I think that they know something's wrong

My body's in a fight or flight

I'm staying where I don't belong