feelings are fatal

feelings are fatal(Tessa Violet edit) - mxmtoon/Tessa Violet

Composed by：Maia Moredock-Ting

I'm happy for you

I'm smiling for you

I'd do anything for you for you

It's always for you and never for me

And I need it to stop so let me tell you

Please

I'm always sad and I'm always lonely

But I can't tell you that

I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors

Locked in no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop and

I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

How many times must I keep it inside

I need to let go and I swear that I've tried

But opening up means trusting others

And that's just too much

I don't want to bother

So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep

I know it's not healthy but

You won't hear a peep

Though I'm always sad and

I'm always lonely

I could never tell you that

I'm breaking slowly

Closed doors locked in no keys

Keeping my feelings hidden

There is no ease

I need it to stop and

I want to be able to open up

But my feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal

My feelings are fatal