Blurry

Blurry - Noelle Johnson

Lyrics by：Noelle Johnson

Composed by：Noelle Johnson

I lost myself again

Downward my head is spinning

Messed up and medicated

This doesn't feel much like living

Laundry's still on the bed

I'm anxious but that's a given

Pray for the hell of it

Just hope that there's somebody listening

Endless untangling

Try to untie the string

Wrapping around all my fingers

Eyes get blurry

I don't see an end

And I've been hiding from myself again

And it hurts me

When I pretend that I'm anything but human

Greet my unwelcome guest

I want him to leave but the table is set

And my cold hands and shallow breath

Convince me I'll never get better

Endless untangling

Try to untie the string

Wrapping around all my fingers

Eyes get blurry

I don't see an end

And I've been hiding from myself again

And it hurts me

When I pretend that I'm anything but human

Trying to fight it but it's pulling me back

Turns out you can't run away from the past

And oh it hurts me

When I pretend that I'm anything but human

Cobwebs inside my head

I'm getting caught in it

Chaos inside my chest

I lost myself again

Eyes get blurry

I don't see an end

And I've been fighting with myself again

And it hurts me

When I pretend that I'm anything but human