Deer

Half a year and here you are again

I'd go out in public if nobody ever asked

I sit home and drink alone

And hope that bottle speaks

Like you like us like me

Half a year again now it's a whole

February stationary from you on the wall

And I sit home and plead the throne

To speak to speak to me to me to me

Hasn't said a single thing

Probably too busy with your work

Or am I just excusing you for leaving me alone

There's nothing in these wooden drawers

To bring you back to keep me bored

I don't know what to do with me no more

Dear everyone I ever really knew

I acted like an asshole so I could keep my edge on you

Ended up abusing even those I thought immune

I killed the kingdom with one move

And now it's time to move

Dear everybody that has paid to see my band

It's still confusing I'll never understand

I acted like an asshole so my albums would never burn

I'm hungry now and scraps are dirty dirt

I'm hungry now and scraps are dirty dirt