Sweet Contradiction

Sweet Contradiction - Sam Fischer

Lyrics by：Samuel Harry Fischer/Dylan Nash/Conor Byrne/Joe Taylor

Composed by：Dylan Nash

I've been writing letters about where my head is

Don't know if it's healthy or if it helps me

But whatever

I've been meditating while I'm medicated

'Cause I know too well

Hope is easy to sell when the feeling is faded

I've been avoiding direction

But wanna see where I'm going

I'm still cravin' adventure

While I've been stayin' at home

I'm a sweet contradiction of someone shrieking

While growing

I'm not ready and I haven't left yet

Oh I've been avoiding direction

But wanna see where I'm going

I'm still cravin' adventure

While I've been stayin' at home

I'm a sweet contradiction of someone shrieking

While growing

I'm not ready and I haven't left yet

Oooh

But I'm on my way

But I'm on my way

I haven't left yet

I've been checking my vitals

'Cause my heart's been quiet

I put two fingers to my neck

Just to check I'm alive still

And it feels endless

And I'm only at the start

Man I don't get this

Like one at full speed in the dark

I'm avoiding direction but wanna see where I'm going

I'm still cravin' adventure

While I've been stayin' at home

I'm a sweet contradiction of someone shrieking

While growing

I'm not ready and I haven't left yet

Oh I've been praying to someone

Though I know I barely know him

I've got great expectations

Meanwhile the bar is in hell

I'm a sweet contradiction of someone sinking

While floating

I'm not ready and I haven't left yet

Oooh

But I'm on my way

But I'm on my way

I haven't left yet

Ooh

But I'm on my way

But I'm on my way

I haven't left yet oooo

Uuuuuu

I'm on my way

I'm afraid of rejection but I still wanna be chosen

Though I know I gotta love me on my own

I'm a sweet contradiction but at least I know it

I'm not ready and I haven't left yet

But I'm on my way