Last Goodnight (From "Love Lockdown")

This could be my last goodnight

So I sit here and think about my life

It's been OK as any life can be

I suppose that doesn't seem like much to me

I know that I've made mistakes

And these secrets are more than I can take

So I'll keep them locked up inside this room

So positive you'll never have to speak the truth

No I'm keeping them inside

I'll wait another night

Just tell me someone please am I alright

So what will keep you up at night

Will I haunt you or will you hold on tight

To a memory that you may soon forget

I hope you know hope you know I'll never let go

Some nights you are all I have

And when I'm down here I think about my past

Will you be screwed up like me

Or will you grow up to be so beautifully new

I know you'll be alright

Your mother is inside

She's the glue that's bound to you this lonely night

She's the blue that fills your eyes

My girls goodnight

This could be my last goodnight

So I sit here and think about my life

It's been OK as any life can be

I suppose that doesn't seem like much to me