Phases

Why contain it

They say, I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Why contain it

They say, I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

I had so much to lose, but I couldn’t stand losing you

You caught me at a time when I was battered and bruised

Had my sparks stolen, had my heart broken then you were the only one with the tools

It was hard holding up, my art slowing up, my head sinking right in the booth

All my broads rolled off of me

All my closest friends turned hit me with the deuce

Biggest reality check and the longest of destiny calls

I never thought that I’d lose all the ones that I love just to say that I made it this far

I never thought that I’d kill the whole game in the minute, a round of applause, hats off

You’ll never say I’m a fluke or a one hit wonder or another one that slacked off

I was all about you

Like I had nothing to do

Feelings caught all in the air I had something to prove

So into you I was screwed

Can’t even focus on anything I’m skipping school

Hustling money for juice to pick you up from your place to the club I was cool

My ex’s call me a fool

But I never gave 'em half a f**k, let alone two

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

I was all about us

Love and compassion and trust

Finally got to cuff the one that was always my crush

You was my Angel as dust

You were my everyday day drug, my escape from the club

You were my homie, my bruh

You were my number one plug and we didn’t give no f**ks

You had a young ni**a sprung

You made a youngin’ go dumb, we caress and we brush

Then we’d talk reckless and fuss

Then everything just got tough and we couldn’t adjust

Friends got between us and just wouldn’t leave us and my word to Jesus I hated their guts

He was just testin’ our trust

But f**k

I hated that sh*t

I was all about you

Like I had nothing to do

Feelings caught out in the air I had something to prove

So into you I was screwed

Can’t even focus on anything I’m skipping school

Hustling money for juice to pick you up from your place to the club I was cool

My ex’s call me a fool

But I never gave ‘em half a f**k, let alone two

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Why contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

Okay, okay

Alright, alright

Okay okay

Alright alright

Are we just gonna stay like this forever floating

I’m serious

My heart is curious

‘Cause I’m confused when we’re together

Feels like I am chocking with all these emotions

You maybe the one for me

I think it’s pretty plain to see

When he said more money, more f**king blessings

She said more money, more reckless friends an’

She said more money, more sex and extra, extra credit, extra braces, diamond necklaces

And I know I love you but pappa said don’t let your crush, crush you

And that’s why I contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through all these phases

I contain it

They say I am crazy

I am blazing through all these phases

I contain it

I am crazy

I am blazing through these phases

I contain it

I am crazy

I am blazing through all these phases