THE FALL BEFORE THE GIVE UP (Explicit)

It's hard to choose the easy way out

The gun in the mouth your brains explode

Okay

It's hard to end it all alone

Inside of your room your final home

Wassup

It's hard to make amends with them

Silicon friends and empty souls

Huh

It's hard to break open your shell

For people that you don't even know

Ha ha

You wash away your colors drain

And now your reality is grey

Okay

Same old faces in the spaces

That you see like everyday

Wassup

You tell them jokes to cover up

That you're a vessel for all the pain

Okay

You tell them jokes and they all laugh

Okay

To fill the void you entertain

Okay

Or is it hopeless just to try It's hopeless just to die and go away

From everything you made and amplified just to get thrown away

It doesn't last goin' fast is the bag full of glass

Hold my hand and be my friend I can make it all end fast

Sleezy

I got PTSD

Boom

I always keep my gun

My mom's like Son you need therapy

No-no

It's hard to live righteous welcome to the dark side

Sleezy

Where little boys turn to gangsters girls' hearts die

Mula

I'm in Percocet heaven all because of you

F**k outta here

I hope a needle in your arm more in love with you

B***h

Disloyal-a*s b***h I don't f**k with you

B***h

I gotta leave my enemies in a bloody pool

Boom boom

I say my last goodbye I hear death call my name

Bye-bye

Goin' in the hall of fame

Mula

Burnin' into scorchin' flame

Boom

'Nother one of them days b***h in the pourin' rain

Sleezy

Sun high still win baby like a Jordan game

Mula

Or is it hopeless just to try It's hopeless just to die and go away

From everything you made and amplified just to get thrown away

It doesn't last goin' fast is the bag full of glass

Hold my hand and be my friend I can make it all end fast

It's so hard just to find love most the time we just bleed

Tryna vocalize words may never hold weight

Though they weigh me down hangin' on everywhere

Must I hang me now Pain must go both ways

Hurt people just hurt people let's hurt people

Just turn evil just church less

I wish I was numb sometimes I think I'm done

How do I approach this I feel hopeless

A-na-na-na na-na na-na-na na-na

The moment I check my reflection

A-na-na-na na-na na-na-na na-na

The color fades in my complexion

A-na-na-na na-na na-na-na na-na

This gun is not for my protection no

A-na-na-na na-na na-na-na na-na

I'm not safe from myself