Never Sure

To be alone together just once again

Is something that is sure to happen sometime

And if my hands can't stay on the table

If I find myself unable

To look away from staring into your eyes

And the colour of the sunrise inside

I promise that I'll hold myself together

And act like this isn't killing me

I saw you once today

I painfully watched as you looked the other way

Afraid to just notice me standing there

You would make it obvious you don't care

I won't lie

I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No you know I want it

I'm in love with the thought of everything

I am lifted to a holy ground

And from up here I can see a little of everything

And I can see you don't want me around

I know how much that it makes you cringe

To think about you and I as friends

Together forever until the end

After that

You won't have to see me

I won't lie

I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No you know I want it

And when I die

Just rip my heart out from my chest

And put it in a mason jar left to rest

On your bedside table

And if there's any hope alive left at all

I would hold it like a newborn baby

And care for it like it was my own

Hey you know it looks kinda like me

And we'd still get chills every time we kiss

And I will always promise this

That to you

I will never tell a lie

No not to you

No not to you

I won't lie

I only love you for the heartbreak

I only love you for the give and the take

No you know I want it

And when I die

Just rip my heart out from my chest

And put it in a mason jar left to rest

On your bedside table

And put it in a mason jar left to rest

On your bedside table