03' Adolescence (Live) (Live|Explicit)

I grew up a f**kin' screw up

Tie my shoe up wish they was newer

D**n need somethin' newer

In love with the baddest girl in the city I wish I knew her

I wish I won't so shy I wish I was a bit more fly

I wish that I could tell her how I really feel inside

That I'm the perfect n***a for her but then maybe that's a lie

She like a certain type of n***a and it's clear I'm not that guy

Ball player star player I'm just watchin' from the side

On the bench cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly

I ain't grow up with my father I ain't thinkin' bout that now

Fast forward four years or so from now I'll probably cry

When I realize what I missed but as of now my eyes are dry

Cause I'm tryna stay alive

In the city where too many n***as die

Dreamin' quiet tryna dodge a suit and tie

Who am I Aye who am I

Yeah

Things change rearrange and so do I

It ain't always for the better dawg I can't lie

I get high cause the lows can be so cold

I might bend a little bit but I don't fold

One time for my mind and two for yours

I got food for your thoughts to soothe your soul

If you see my tears fall just let me be

Move along nothing to see

I always did s**t the hard way my n***as slangin' in the hallway

Burnt CD's and trees like this was broadway Times Square

Kept the dimes there in the locker

Some Reggie Miller

With more brown hairs than Chubacca

Whispers that he got it for the low low

Sell a dime for a dub them white boys ain't know no better

Besides what's twenty dollars to a n***a like that

He tell his pops he need some lunch and he gon' get it right back

I peep game

Got home snatched my mama keychain took her whip

The appeal too ill to refrain

I hit the boulevard pull up to my n***a front door

His mama at home she still let 'em hit the blunt though

I told her hello and sat with my n***a and laughed

And talked about how we gon' smash all the b***hes in class

I complimented how I see him out here getting his cash and just asked

What a n***a gotta do to get that Put me on

He just laughed when he seen I was sure

17 years breathing his demeanor said more

He told me n***a you know how you sound right now

You won't my mans I would think that you a clown right now

Listen you everything I wanna be that's why I f**ks with you

So how you looking up to me when I look up to you

You bout to go get a degree I'ma be stuck with two choices

Either graduate to weight or selling number two

For what A hundred bucks or two a week

Do you think that you would know what to do if you was me

I got four brothers one mother that don't love us

If they ain't never want us why the f**k they never wore rubbers

I felt ashamed to have ever complained about my lack of gear

And thought about how far we done came

From trailer park to a front yard with trees in the sky

Thank you mama dry your eyes there ain't no reason to cry

You made a genius and I ain't gon' take it for granted

I ain't gon' settle for lesser I ain't gon' take what they handed

Nah I'm gon' take what they owe me and show you that I can fly

And show ol' girl what she missing

The illest n***a alive

Aye who am I

Things change rearrange and so do I

Aye who am I

It ain't always for the better dawg I can't lie

Aye who am I

I get high cause the lows can be so cold

I might bend a little bit but I don't fold

One time for my mind and two for yours

I got food for your thoughts to sooth your soul

If you see my tears fall just let me be

Move along nothing to see

I never felt better