Never Had You

Never Had You - Julie Anne San Jose (朱莉·安妮·聖荷西)

Written by：Julie Anne San Jose

Eyes closed that refuse to open

Turning blue nowhere to run

A soft whisper drawn like breath

And those visions confuse my head

How could I forget

Or even lie to myself

That there's just something

Maybe it's pain and love

'Cause the past has the way of holding in

Feels like you had me but I never had you

I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you

My heart is sore but I gotta keep going

Like I've been tryin' hard so hard to keep myself

Breathing

But goodbye

Is not the end

Not the end

I've built these wall so high

And you brought me out of myself

'Til we filled almost there

And yet we crashed too hard

Realized that this is far as we can go

From the night that you called

I was sitting alone

'Til you said something you feel like giving up

Feels like you had me but I never had you

I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you

My heart is sore but I gotta keep going

Like I've been tryin' hard so hard to keep myself

Breathing

But goodbye

Is not the end

Not the end

Lifetime's twisted

The scars aren't mended

There's no way to let you go

But it's all that's left to do

Every song that sings of you

Fills my head with memories we shared

Feels like you had me but I never had you

I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you

Feels like you had me but I never had you

I gave you all of me and only got a piece of you

My heart is sore but I gotta keep going

Like I've been tryin' hard so hard to keep myself

Breathing

But goodbye

Is not the end

Not the end

Oh no

But goodbye is not the end not the end