Hate Me (With Intro|Explicit)

Hate Me (With Intro|Explicit) - Blue October

Hey Justin this is your mother

I was just calling to see

How you were doing; you sounded

Really up tight last night

Made me a little nervous

I just wanna make sure you

Are really okay and see if you were

Checking in on your medications

You know I love ya

See ya Bye bye

I have to block out thoughts of you

So I don't lose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach

Leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape

To remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that

Make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride

A nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want

For you Will you never call again

And will you never say that

You love me just to put it in my face

And will you never try to reach me

It is I that wanted space

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me so you can finally

See what's good for you

I'm sober now for 3 whole months

It's one accomplishment

That you helped me with

The one thing that always

Tore us apart is the one

Thing I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank

You for holding my head

Up late at night

While I was busy waging wars

On myself you were trying

To stop the fight

You never doubted my warped

Opinions on things

Like suicidal hate

You made me compliment

Myself when it was way

Too hard to take

So I'll drive so f**king

Far away that I'll never

Cross your mind

And do whatever it takes

In your heart to leave me behind

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things

I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways yeah

Ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally

See what's good for you

And with a sad heart

I say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street

For every mistake that I had made

And like a baby boy

I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes

Cry and I held your

Face in my hands

And then I fell down yelling

Make it go away just make a smile

Come back and shine just

Like it used to be

And then she whispered

How could you do this to me

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things

I didn't do for you

Hate me in ways yeah

Ways hard to swallow

Hate me so you can finally

See what's good for you