Trauma (Explicit)

Trauma (Explicit) - BoyWithUke

Lyrics by：BoyWithUke

Composed by：BoyWithUke

Produced by：BoyWithUke

Growing up I never had a lot of money

I never had a phone always was a little hungry

Used to find it hard to sleep when I could hear my mother sobbing

I was 10 back then

I didn't have a room had to buy used shoes

I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse

And every time I fell I would blame it on myself

Even if it was an accident

Maybe it's not what I want

Oh I've seen better days

And the moment ******* sucks

But I'll be damned if I don't stop

And honestly why not

When nobody gives a ****

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind

But I think I need some help

Sometimes I just can't help myself

I was an outcast

Thrown out to dry and get laughed at

Too shy to talk about home

I always thought life was supposed to be cold

And oh I've been so lost without hope

I got a window in my head it's a casket

You know I've been wishing I was dead but I mask it

Maybe it's not what I want

Oh I've seen better days

And the moment ******* sucks

But I'll be damned if I don't stop

And honestly why not

When nobody gives a ****

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind

But I think I need some help

Because it's all I know my hands around my throat

Pray that I won't let go this time around

But every single time I try to shut my eyes

I see the reason why I'm not alone

But sometimes I just can't but

But sometimes I just can't help myself

I wanna give up trying and start doing something else

Sometimes I just get overwhelmed

I know it's in my mind

But I think I need some help

Sometimes I just can't help myself

I think we got it