purpleworld (Explicit)

purpleworld (Explicit) - Olivia O'Brien

Lyrics by：Olivia O'Brien/Anton Hård af Segerstad/Tobias Frelin/Drew MacDonald

Composed by：Olivia O'Brien/Anton Hård af Segerstad/Tobias Frelin/Drew MacDonald

You said I wasn't just another girl to you a girl to use

I said you don't care you said I swear I do I swear it's true

So how can you just turn around and block me out

Your actions don't reflect the words that left your mouth

I was right to be skeptical

Knew it was wrong from the jump and I let you know

But somehow I still couldn't let you go

Guess it's not in my blood to be sensible

Maybe it was inevitable

Wish I didn't have such a sensitive soul

Wish it was somethin' that I could control

Said I should just pack up and head on the road

But you reassured me that it wasn't like that

Said I meant somethin' to you and I liked that

'Cause if I knew my worth I would never speak to you again

If I knew my worth I wouldn't even want to be friends

Oh no no no

'Cause if I stopped hittin' you up then we'd just never talk at all

Talk at all

But I'd still drop everything to answer my phone if you called me

But I know you won't

I know I know I know you won't yeah

I thought you cared you don't

I know I know I know you don't yeah

I've never known how it feels to be liked back

I know I know I know you won't yeah

Maybe that's why I keep on runnin' right back

So here I go again makin' up some dumb excuses

Don't know why I keep forgivin' you I must be f**kin' stupid

Promise one day you gon' realize how much you f**kin' losin'

And I won't care

I've been talkin' to your brother he said that you found another girl

Hope she's everything I wasn't I'm just from another world

So I'ma stay there

'Cause it's safe there

In my purple world

I live in a purple world

Lavender highs and violet lows

I started seeing purple all around me everywhere I go

It once was just a pretty color and then it reminded me of you

Now it reminds me of something much bigger

Of the things that I can do

A fresh start a new meaning

A strong vibration a light beaming

In everything that I keep seeing

In a purple world a purple feeling