Cold Like War

Divided doubt grown to separate

Our weathered hearts search for home again

Too afraid to take those uncertain steps

But two years ago we were stronger then

When we dove head first we were so alive

Risking everything trying to change lives

Now my red eyes filled with shallow compromise

Ripping tickets split commitment

Future

I never wanted to watch us fight like war

And turn away from each other

We had to stop and surrender to restore

And find a way to recover

Losing all we should've been

Consequences made in this failure on to feel again

Blacked out misguided rage

Grown to separate our hardened hearts

From our resentful minds

No way to see how far down you'll land

When the fall you take wasn't part of your plan

COLD LIKE WAR

Doomed if you do disowned if you don't

No way for anyone of us

I bit my tongue let the blood fill my mouth

I just smiled when I sat here and bled out

But through this I found where I stand

I will never betray me again