Even If I Don't

Even If I Don't - Rachael Yamagata (山形瑞秋)

I miss you most in the morning

Most every morning I wake up thinking

I could call I could come visit

I could come running we could relive it

But when I think of all that we've been through

Going back to you seems such a foolish thing to do

I hope you know that even if I don't I wanted to

All those words you said at the ending

Were pretty revealing and I can't forget them

All those ways we missed at connecting

Despite all our trying it always came back to

What I couldn't give you

So when I think of starting up again

Or trying to be friends it seems impossible to do

I hope you know that even if we can't I wanted to

Who knows why two people perfectly aligned

Should ever have to find themselves apart

I'll never understand my heart

I miss you most in the morning

Most every morning I wake up crying