The Bitter End (Explicit)

Lost in a moment of time

Self destruct switch on

I try

But it happens the same

Everyday

Here I go standing on the edge

Holding on to the bitter end

This is it this is me with the weight of the whole world on my shoulders again

As I look up to the sky

All the pain that is in my eyes

It's all the things that you don't see

But you best believe that it's haunting me

Stuck inside this ****ing mind

Goodbye

I will shut down

Mission abort down for the count

Stuck in a cycle

Trapped in a nightmare

Losing what matters

See if I fight fair

I'm afraid I'm afraid

This is what I can't be

Get away get away

I just want to be happy

I set sail on a voyage unknown

Aboard a vessel that I call my soul

And I've been searching for what makes me whole

Sinking in the ocean on an empty boat

Take me home I'm lost alone