All Messed Up (Explicit)

Another day wasted out of time

I can't get out of this

Altered state of mind

I'm going overboard

My conscience meets decline

Into reality

I know this can't be fine

Cause I'm all messed up

Making prefect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind

So blind

Who are these voices in my head

I can't go on like this

Living like the dead

I haven't slept so long

Feeling sad I dread

I'm talking to myself

Forgot what I just said

Cause I'm all messed up

Making prefect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind

So blind

Well I hold my only enemy as closely as a friend

And I sold my own reality to further my descent

Self-destruction taking over it's so easy to pretend

Introduction to this nightmare may never end

Can anyone help me drag my heels

I'm running overtime

I can't hold down my meals

My mind is racing by

Staring blankly feels

Like pulling out my teeth

While this engine winds

Cause I'm all messed up

Making prefect nonsense

Drowning in my doubt too well

Cause I'm all messed up

Going nowhere fast but circles in my mind

So blind