Imaginary Illness (Explicit)

Imaginary Illness (Explicit) - Call Me Karizma

Composed by：Morgan Francis Parriott/Robbie Soukiasyan

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts

I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God

Doesn't show his face

When u need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness

I met the devil in my dreams

He said my dreams are what I never will achieve

He said I'm never getting better

And I need to stop using words together like mental and disease

That when hell will f**king freeze

I'm a basket case

Maybe I should lock my stupid a*s away

Feeling like I'm half-awake from all these pills I have to take

No one even asks or f**king wonders if I am ok

I'm locked inside my head and I just can't escape

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts

I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God

Doesn't show his face

When u need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness

I hate parties

I hate people

I hate the kinda friend that only calls u when they need u

I f**king hate my bed but never leave it

Like a girl does when she's beaten

Start to love the pain I'm feeling

Feeling numb is not me healing

Someone give me something to live for

I can't wake up to no one then expect me to feel more

I used to dream of seeing my face up on the billboards

Now all I want is u to f**king see what ill for

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

You're always upset

You call it disease

I call it depressed

It's all in your head

It's all in your head

It's all in your head

You can't see my scars

It's hard to read my thoughts

I'm feeling

Guess they're not real then

You believe in God

But even God

Doesn't show his face

When u need to talk

I'm still sick

Imaginary illness