love sux (Explicit)

Ive been hiding in the hills

Been taking way too many pills

They never work I do it still

Ive been spending all my bills

on fancy stuff that isnt real

distract myself from any feels

yet I still feel em

But I dont sing ladida

even though Im ladida

caus youre always on my mind

drives me crazy

I hate my heart

hate my head

it all feels wrong

makes me sick

when youre not here damn that ****blows

love sux

but you dont

I hate butterflies

stomach aches

somethings off

in my brain

when youre round here I dont feel broke

love sux

but you dont

Ive been on the edge of hell

my mum was worried bout my health

I only thought about myself and getting faded

Now Im still struggling to sleep

I want your face right next to me

do I text its new to me

Im in my feels yet

I hate my heart

hate my head

it all feels wrong

makes me sick

when youre not here damn that ****blows

love sux

but you dont

I hate butterflies

stomach aches

somethings off

in my brain

when youre round here I dont feel broke

love sux

but you dont

so look at me all ladida

you make me all ladida

Ill give it all a ****ing try

cause love sucks but were fine

I hate my heart

hate my head

it all feels wrong

makes me sick

when youre not here damn that ****blows

love sux

but you dont

I hate butterflies

stomach aches

somethings off

in my brain

when youre round here I dont feel broke

love sux

but you dont