jealous of my friends (Explicit)

jealous of my friends (Explicit) - Bea Miller

Composed by：Andrew Luce/Mason Sachs/Julian Cruz/Nick Long/Bea Miller

I got a job at nine years old where did my money go

Everyone else I know has somethin' to fall back on

And I'm watchin' all my friends doin' better than me

They got better songs they got bigger money

I know it's kinda sad but it's kinda funny

Is it just me

I get jealous of my friends sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends sometimes sometimes sometimes

I see the cars they get I still drive a piece of s**t

Where's my piece of happiness

I peaked when I was six

And I want a perfect life want a perfect body

Why is my career like a f***kin' hobby

Tryin' to get by but it's never easy

Is it just me

I get jealous of my friends sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends sometimes sometimes sometimes

Oh I should be happy

I do be happy for them

And I pay my respects but

I just can't afford to

I get jealous of my friends sometimes

And I'm sorry I pretend I'm fine

I get jealous of my friends sometimes

I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine

I know you're not supposed to say it

And honestly I hate it

But I get jealous of my friends sometimes sometimes sometimes