Second Life Syndrome

Second Life Syndrome - Riverside

From day to day

From hand to mouth

We're turning around

Vicious ritual

Getting used to it all

Falling down again

We're waiting for

The decrees of providence

I don't want to waste

Any more of my life

Live from day to day

Live from hand to mouth

Facing the light

I brush aside your plans

I'm going to have

It all my own way

And when that all shattered

I felt I'd broken my fall

Couldn't pretend that

I felt strong about us anymore

Without your help

I finally started to live my own life

I just want you to know this time

I just want to feel

Your sigh on my neck

And when that all shattered

I felt I'd broken my fall

Couldn't pretend that

I felt strong about us anymore

Without your help

I finally started to live my own life

I just want you to know this time

I just want to feel

Your sigh on my neck

Want to feel your breath

Feel your need to stay

You don't know my name

Don't know my face

Only thoughts

I share in my secret place

Secret exhibition

Cure for loneliness

I've ground to a halt

There's no turning back

You know there are things

I just can't forget

You've helped me so much

To learn to be detached

But when that all shattered

I felt I'd broken my fall

Couldn't pretend that

I felt strong about us anymore

Without that help

I finally started to live my own life

And I know I don't need you now

Secret exhibition

Cure for loneliness

Life is much too short to be

Whiled away with tears

Secret exhibition

Cure for loneliness

I erase you now

I don't need you now

I erase you now with all of my past