Lost Control

Life has betrayed me once again

I accept some things will never change

I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony

And it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity

Yes I am falling

How much longer till I hit the ground

I can't tell you why I'm breaking down

Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone

Have I really lost control

I'm coming to an end

I've realised what I could have been

I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide behind my bravest mask

I admit I've lost control lost control