Retarded Disfigured Clown (Intro|Explicit)

Retarded Disfigured Clown (Intro|Explicit) - Blue October

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes

Lessons Learned then gradually surfacing

Letting go

Stripping naked to scream

I am not perfect nor do I strive to be

I am alive in this world of face first falls and public breakdowns

I'm a retarded this figured clown

Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall

I'm an equal being of no race

Or color a hallucination if you will

Sneaking into the the lives of strangers

And letting them fall apart to a new rhythm

Just to feel better