nevermind (Explicit)

I woke up glued to the mattress

Looks like I'm stuck in my habits

I think I'm made out of plastic

'Cause I feel nothing

This morning I looked for sadness

Looked through the basement and attic

It must be weaved in my fabric

That I feel nothing

My friends say I'm narcissistic

It's probably true but I'm sick

And tired of feeling like this

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

I woke up feeling like an asshole

Flipping through the channels

Looking for something that feels right

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

My mind mind

I wish that I can be solo

But God I hate feeling so alone

My thoughts turn into a pile of clothes

And I feel nothing

My friends say I'm narcissistic

It's probably true but I'm sick

And tired of feeling like this

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

I woke up feeling like an asshole

Flipping through the channels

Looking for something that feels right

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

My mind my mind

I want to live in a 90s movie

Where things just happen so easy

Sometimes I want things decided for my mind my mind

My friends say I'm narcissistic

It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like this

My friends say I'm narcissistic

It's probably true but I'm sick and tired of feeling like s**t

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

I woke up feeling like an asshole

Flipping through the channels

Oh looking for something

I want something that I'll never find

But I just keep on saying Never mind

My mind my mind