No One Must Ever Know

October 7th

After midnight

The experiment is out of control

The transformations are starting to recur of their own accord

I cannot bear much more

The beast has taken a heavy toll

Not only on me who can yet be saved

But on others who cannot

I remain convinced there is a way to counteract the effects of the formula

But I must have new chemicals for the antidote soon

Every day they say they will be delivered but still the do not come

I dare not leave this place

I am dangerous more dangerous than any wild animal stalking its prey

No one must ever know what I have done

For if anyone does all my work is undone

And I must gain control of this monster inside

In the name of the people who've died

But how do I deal with a foe I can't see

Who whenever he wants takes possession of me

In the battle of wills that is raging inside

Will I end up as me or as Hyde

Could it be

Have I really lost my way

Have I lost my mind

Will I lose the day

Am I a good man

Am I a mad man

It's such a fine line

Between a good man and a

Bad

Somehow I have to get back to the place where my journey started

Find the course I charted

When I first departed

Somehow I have to hang on to the vision that first inspired me

To the hope that fired me

When the world admired me

I'll find a way back to the higher ground

And see the view I knew before

I'll search the world until the answer's found

And then success will pound upon my door

Somehow I've got to rebuild all the dreams that the winds have scattered

From what fate has shattered

I'll retrieve what mattered

Somehow I've got to go on till the evil has been defeated

Till my work's completed

I will not be cheated

God you must help me carry on

When it seems all hope has gone

I have got to carry on