I Can't Be My Old Self Forever

I Can't Be My Old Self Forever - Jorja Smith/Joel Compass

Composed by：Tom Howe

What's it like to walk through rain

With nothing to cover your shame 'cause

My umbrella stays up even under a bridge

What's it like to wonder why

I do everything with you on my mind when

Everything I do is just my way to escape you

I've been told I've gone nowhere on my own

Well we've just seen that I can't run from my own

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this

Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me

Oh I find it hard to leave you there

Knowing that the truth already hurts

Knowing that I've only just begun

Knowing that the truth already hurts

I never liked to win your games

Can't keep giving love when you keep on playing

They won't have a last move if

I wake up and leave them

I've been told I've gone nowhere on my own

Well we've both seen that I can't run from my own

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this

Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me

Oh I find it hard to leave you there

Knowing that the truth already hurts

Knowing that I've only just begun

Knowing that the truth already hurts

I can only be this way with you

There ain't nothing you can say or do

You can't pay me for inaudible or you

Know that I can't lose

Now you know the truth already hurts but I won't stop this

Knowing your the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me

Knowing that the truth already hurts but I won't stop this

Knowing you're the only one I'd lose ain't enough to stop me

Oh I find it hard to leave you there

Knowing that the truth already hurts

Knowing that I've only just begun

Knowing that the truth already hurts