and (Explicit)

And this is just another sad song

I can't deny that I've been needing one

And that the world is always our fall

And we did nothing, how did we do wrong

And I've been thinking that when we thought

The world would break us out we weren't wrong

But it's just never been the world outside

And sonder kind of has me terrified

And I'm so sorry I can't find the time

Spent all my days over-preocupied

And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react

If you were me and I was ghosted at

And I know I should try more

But I've been so caught in my own small s**t that I can't see

That's nothing around me here

But I've been trying really ****in' hard not to try so hard

Really ****in' hard just to let go

Really ****in' hard not to try so hard

Realize I have nowhere left to go