lonely (Explicit)

2 bottles for myself

I know it's bad for my health

But I got nobody else to share

Throw pictures off the shelf

No I don't want any help

Sometimes I wish that nobody cared

1 breath 2 left inside of me

3 shots I take them silently

4 o'clock these lights are blinding me now

ooooo

I like it better when I'm lonely lonely all alone

I never needed you to hold me hold me keep me close

And you know I gave you everything

Then you went and said to me

That you like it better lonely lonely all alone

I know my life's a mess

I think of making amends

But I'll just get fucked up instead

It's easier this way

I found a way to escape

The evil thoughts inside my head

1 breath 2 left inside of me

3 shots I take them silently

4 o'clock these lights are blinding me now

ooooo

I like it better when I'm lonely lonely all alone

I never needed you to hold me hold me keep me close

And you know I gave you everything

Then you went and said to me

That you like it better lonely lonely all alone

Living in silence

Feels so timeless

When nobody's here

I sleep through all of the sirens

Cause nobody showed me

How to be lonely

When I'm all alone

I'm never really the only one

And it's perfect

You look at the surface

It's not what it seems

Being alone has a purpose

So girl don't call me

Girl don't call me

Cause I won't be there to pick you up when you're falling

I like it better when I'm lonely lonely all alone

I never needed you to hold me hold me keep me close

And you know I gave you everything

Then you went and said to me

That you like it better lonely lonely all alone

And you know I gave you everything

Then you went and said to me

That you like it better lonely lonely all alone