Pretender (Explicit)

Pretender (prod. danieru) - EILEEZUS

Staring at my check list

So much left to finish

Checking my phone it's almost 11

I can't do it all but I like to pretend

The more I try and do the less I get done

Energy and time where can I get that from

Told me I could do no wrong long as I had fun

There's no fun feeling crippled trying to run

Life's way too short take it all as it comes

But I still can't get myself to do none of it

Same time that I lost my motivation's

'Bout the same time Frankie didn't drop his album

I was feelin' like I just need a push from some one

I even said it

If you never really tried then you couldn't regret it

Repeat a mantra 'til that **** is embedded

And even then the next day I bet I'd probably forget it

Spitting words of wisdom like I wasn't aware

There's nowhere to go you're already there

The more I lived by it the less that I cared

'Bout everything

I was either feeling too low or getting to high

Alone in my room tripping out at night

Too much on my mind

Nowstaring at my check listgod

So much left to finish

Checking my phone it's way past 11

Know I can't do it all but I like to pretend