Berlagak Bahagia

Aku jago dalam hal berpura-pura, apalagi pura pura untuk bahagia, dihadapanmu aku terlihat kuat, kuat tanpamu tapi yg sebenarnya terjadi adalah aku berlagak bahagia 😔

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pura pura bahagia menjadi anak pertama  :) 

pura pura bahagia kek udh jd kebiasaan, yang bilang anak bungsu enak blm tau aja semua beban yang gk bisa di capai sama anak pertama kedua ketiga keempat ke lima ujung" semua numpuk di anak bungsu selalu ada kata udh abang mu gak bisa paling gak kamu lah harus bisa, cape banget denger di banding" kalo gak bisa melampaui atau setara sama abang" , rasa nya kek punya mimpi untuk diri sendiri aja susah karena udh ada target yg harus di capai malah kl bisa di lampaui, pada akhir nya harus bisa pura" bahagia sama jalan yang di tentui orang tua.

sama gua juga anak pertama perempuan, ngerasa gk diperlakukan adil aja, tidak pernah dikasi pasilitas apapun itu, pendidikan sampe SMK sedangkan gua blm bisa nyari duit sendiri, dibimbing juga kagak, ngerasa sedih bgt si kalo inget ini😌

Jadi, gw anak pertama, dan itu sama sekali gak enak. Ortu sering ga adil ama gw, semua cerita gw gapernah cerita ke mereka. Dan gw tetep happy qiyowo didepan mereka. Ortu gw gatau apa yg lagi gw alami. Pls deh, buat ortu lain yg sama kasi perhatian seimbang ke semua anakmu!!

Oh sepi, mengurungnya dalam jeruji besi Jeruji pikirannya sendiri Mencari jawaban tak pasti Sendiri, teriakan tenggelam dalam sunyi Kecewa tak ada yang temani Termakan oleh ekspektasi Semaranya sirna Gelap malam melukis parasnya Berharap sesak di dada yang Tak kunjung hilang berhenti usik raganya Tak ada yang bisa dipercaya Ia pun tak yakin dirinya Sembunyikan tangisnya berlaga bahagia Oh benci, benci ramai tapi benci sendiri Kecewa tak ada yang peduli Termakan oleh janji-janji Semaranya sirna Gelap malam melukis parasnya Sampai tangisnya pun habis Rasanya pun mati Hingga ragu-ragu eksistensi Semaranya sirna Gelap malam melukis parasnya Berharap sesak di dada yang Tak kunjung hilang berhenti usik raganya Tak ada yang bisa dipercaya Ia pun tak yakin dirinya Sembunyikan tangisnya berlaga bahagia Wuo-oh-oh (Tak ada yang bisa dipercaya) (Ia pun tak yakin dirinya) (Sembunyikan parasnya) Houw houw houw houw Tak ada yang bisa dipercaya Sembunyikan tangisnya berlaga bahagia Huo oh oh Tak yakin dirinya Sembunyikan tangisnya berlaga bahagia Wuo-oh-u-wo (Tak ada yang bisa dipercaya) (Ia pun tak yakin dirinya) (Sembunyikan tangisnya berlaga bahagia) Hmm 

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