Sick Life (Explicit)

I'm alone

Sitting in my room, think about off the zone (off the zone)

Calling my daddy and mommy but i got no phone (got no phone)

Since i was a child, got no place to call it home

Then i'm going big, buy myself but still alone

Uh, uh

Now they told me to believe in God (hold on)

I wanna thank him but i know it's hard (i wanna)

But i know that he doing some part (not all)

Help me put the signs like a shooting stars

(Stars, stars, stars)

Put the signs like a shooting stars

Now i'm lost

Poppin' more pills so i can feel the most (feel this)

Everybody tryna killing me in my thoughts (no)

Then i slit my wrist, nobody gonna stop

Me from a suicide and i'm lost (and I'm lost)

Break out of the cell, yeah, like it is from hell (dust)

I meet the devil in my room like goddamn

I never thought about this kinda life (never, never)

But fuck it, it's my lowest

I was kinda high (How high we going)

Real life hitting on me

And the devil tryna get me

I've been fighting with the satan

I've been dancing with the devil

I'm facing on some karma

I put it on my face

But I'm doing fine

Yeah, thanks for the J (J, J)

Thanks for the J, now i'm doing fine

Now i realize

My life is never better from the start (never)

A lotta people change but a lot people got me

From the bottom of the deepest heart (deepest)

I thank a lot of people

I thank myself now (now, now)

Now you ready for the part, it is

Everybody feel the same vibe

No, you can't say shit about me, motherfucker

You better watch for the next one

Aye, aye, here we go

Aye

I quite alright

Never put a sound like a fuck shit, starshit, tsh